Sabtu, 2010 Januari 30

gakin due to endless shopping and wasting money...wakakaka...

its been quite a while since my last shopping...being a "gakin" student wont allow me to do such heavenly activity...huhuh...ive told mommy my prob...i jz spent rp5k per day...and i really did it...wowww! to myself....now i noe how it feels when others go to the mall,have nice meals, and back home wif all the shooping items... but i jz be at home, eating lalapan and ended up sleeping...hahahaa...
afta a while, im used to this situation...n u noe...its no harm bein at home even though when u haf money...u'll be surprised how much money u'll saved by doing that...heheh...when ur in deep financial crisis, thats the best way to keep u from using others money to shop..(reminds me of...me...ahaakksss) and lastly, living in debt...when i got my monthly allowance, 3/4 of that amount used to pay my debt...and da gakin cycle goes round and round...hahaha....
n now, i think id practise saying no to shopping even when i haf da money...hihihh....

Sabtu, 2010 Januari 16

~ 2010 ~

today, 16th of january 2010...15 days gone in this new year..felt like a blink of eyes...

i haven't got the chance to write in this blog since the internet connection here was like errr..! now that i have the time and the chance, i'd like to wish u all a very hepi new yer..!

lots of things ive planned for this yer..and lots of things happened in these two weeks of this very new yer...things happened before made me wiser and more mature in every aspects of life..goin to be 25years old in 2 months.. so i have to think like a 25y.o person...(some people will likely to condemn this statement..hahaha..)

the things that ive planned for this yer including my financial budget, my studies, my days during the holidays before convo,my convo, my love life (yaikkkss...sounds funny) and also my working life...
for the financial budget, i planned not to waste money on something that i dun really need and no more shopping spree for me...done with those..! "aliza, uve got to be strong.." huhuuh...
for my studies, i hope to finish on time..no more fooling around, need to be more serious about study, start acting like a medical student...(which i never be before)
during da days before my convo (unemployed period) i think of doing my clinical attachment..jz to get da picture of hows my life gonna be when i work..thinking of taking classes...english class, cooking class...and fill my free time reading...(surprisingly amazed myself to come up with this idea..=P)
afta my convo, i haf to stat looking which hospital fits me...hahaha...and lastly, i haf to think bout working..how to manage time when i work later...gonna be really busy and hectic...huhuh...
(i didnt mention bout my love life...hahahaa...for this matter, i'll keep it a secret between me and da people involved)...
those were the plans...hoping that i stick to da plan..insyaAllah...

people,may this yer brings us new hope and be better than before..and may Allah bless us...

Khamis, 2009 Oktober 22

opthalmology's OSCE

hari neh my final xm kat dept mata...menci nye aku...soklan tak susah pn...tp aku bley merepek ntah ape2...mcm tak penah bace buku...haih la...ape nk jadi la aliza lodz neh...=( aku mmg lemah toi bab OSCE neh...taktau la...hopefully everythings gonna be fine..pray for da best...semoga aku pass xm neh...amienn...

Sabtu, 2009 Oktober 10

a date to be remembered

hari neh 10 oktober 2009...ermm...a date to be remembered...huhuhuh...why? let it be my secret...uhukkss....taktau patut rase ape...hepi..? i dun think pn..bese jek...sad..? ntah...takde la sedey...that is not suitable at all...confused..? yep..!mebbe..! tp dah telepas kate...it is jz not proper to take my words back...so, juz folo da flow...hoping and praying for da best...=)

Sabtu, 2009 September 26

finally..!

today is da final day of my ipd life..!formally...hehehe...tp still hutang 1 responsi...hopefully by next week settled...insyaAllah...3 months in ipd made my life turned upside down...i meant it...really...just imagine bein at work from 5.30am-4pm daily...and with oncalls lagi...mmg gile la...but we made it anyway..alhamdulillah....
when i was in my junior periode, ipd life sucks..!! penat dia luar biasa...mentally n physically....mane tak nye..mlm sampai ke pagi duk oncall...tgu OB...wat AP...then, pagi2 tuh nk kene siapkan report...and plg pening bile MR ngn doktor2 yang agak2 aneh...pikir nk kene hentam lagi...huhuh...
time intermediate ok sket...less hectic than my junior time...huhuh...but da final day of being an intermediate co-as, i had fever...high fever...lasted for 8 days total...penangan bangil...tiap2 mlm my temp was 40celcius...smpai ade time i cried alone in my room...abih muka merah2 smpai people called me lobster...until now..! cessss..!!!! and my face dah mcm harimau bintang now...berparut...='(
and my senior periode, went very quickly since ade cuti raye and all..huhuh...exam, responsi....and still utang 1 lagi...huhuh...my exam was with dr.atma...love him! short and simple questions...basic need to know questions...i was very thrilled and excited when he said i passed da xm...=) and now, they are all over...
internal medicine....indah untuk dikenang...bukan untuk diulang...and i agree with this....

to all my frens yang masuk ipd periode 7 july 09 - 27 september 09, thx frens..!

Sabtu, 2009 September 05

internal medicine again.......=P

now dah cukup 7hari aku jadi senior kat ipd....hihih...best..?? ntah..same jek cam jadi junior...byk gak yg still taktau...plg best bile ade junior tanye, n my answer is ohh, im sory dulu time junior tak penah pn dapat kes neh....hihihihh...cian my juniors....ujian ppds nnt dgn dr.frennita....hope dia byk tentir...shes a nice person...hhuhuhh...lagi 3 mgu nk ade kat dept neh....semoga i can be out of here soon..!!!!huhuh......

Ahad, 2009 Ogos 16

intermediate paru

ermm...ive been in 2 intermediate divisions b4 this..and this one is the third...hari neh bengang ngn makhluk yang bernama cece....beria pi habaq kat mas ero suh bg adil...jage hari sabtu neh bahagi 2...aku ngn mas ero..bullshit..! nk bg adil bahagi 4 la mengong..!!!!! haih la...bengang toi la aku ngn makhluk2 neh....nk senang kat depa jek....aku sepak sekor2 br tau....pehtu mas ero lak ngn suka2 ati suh aku jage malam...kompem la pasneh aku nk kate, bahagi 4 or takyah bahagi langsung...lantak la dia.....nk kate ape pn....u want to be fair...be fair..!