after 2 years...again....

Assalamualaikum...

i have not updated my blog after 2 years..! again...hahahaa...this is becoming a trend for me to update my blog every two years, i guess...hahaa..

since the last post,
i'd sum up the memorable things that happened for the past 2 years of my life..

5/2/2013 - i safely delivered my 1st baby boy (mohamad aiman yasser) via emlscs due to fail induction (was induced because of reduced AFI and impending PE)

nov 2013 - i found out that i was pregnant..! it was sooo drama that i cried and cried and cried because i cant imagine that im going to have another baby very soon. but alhamdulillah, we made it through. ( its quite a long story to be written here..maybe in a separate entry i will )

jan 2014 - i got transferred back to KL..was placed in JKWPKL&P ( jabatan kesihatan wilayah persekutuan Kuala Lumpur & Putrajaya ) under HIV unit.
(so far, i'm loving this because no oncalls - obviously...and working in office is actually kinda cool..! =P )

3/6/2014 - i delivered my 2nd baby (mohamad ameer yafiq) via ellscs.. the 2nd pregnancy actually went really well for me.. no non stop vomiting and what not.. but the backpain was really bad. but i have my husband by my side to massage me..yeay! for this pregnancy, my pih was soo not under controlled and my bp was so labil. i was on labetolol since 25w pregnant. the reason for lscs was because of my unstable bp.

20/6/2014 - my 2nd baby was admitted because he had high fever during his 17th day of life. he had seizures in the ward. that terible and terrifying moments in my life was to see my baby lying in the hospital and i cant even be with him or do anything for him. he was hospitalized for 8 days and alhamdulillah, my baby was a fighter and he still is..! he was discharged home well..

september 2014 - got back to office after 3 months of confinement. and been really busy with national world aids day 2014 preparation

1/12/14 - WORLD AIDS DAY 2014 : alhamdulillah, everything went well after 3 months of sleepless nights... hahahaaa...(makanan xcukup kauuu...bajet 800 orang..yg dtg 1k++ org boleh????? )

7/1/2015 - the process of buying a house (yong's) settled.. now i owned my own house...yippe yeay.!! an intermediate single storey unit with 3 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms..better than nothing rite..=D

28 april 2015 - and today..now....nothing much really...living a routine life..huhuh...just cant wait for my next vacay with my family...


that sums up almost everything that happened for the past 2 years..not much but unforgetable..currently a mother of two wonderful kids.. (even sometimes i feel like banging my head to the wall..hahaha...)

post natal time

today is my 16th day of confinement...

br ade time nk tulis blog..hehehee...
still remember on da 4/2/2013 i was admitted for induction of labour...the induction and labour pain...epidural...huuuu~~
induction failed and went for caesar...alhamdulillah...delivered a baby boy 3.3kg...
came back home on da 8/2/2013 and at that time baby was still having jaundice..but the reading was borderline...
brought him back with aor discharge...cant stand to be in the ward anymore..!

on da 10th day of confinement i noticed that there was pus coming out from the caesar wound...haih...only Allah knows how i felt that time since i cant move a lot before due to pain and now this incident will definitely restrict my movement more...
at this point of time, i cried most of the time...feeling so hopeless and very dependant...(nw i can relate why people have post partum depression)...
i cant thank enough to the people around me especially my beloved husband...my mum and aunty, my sister and not forgetting my frens...who will always be there when i needed help....thank you guys...my dear hubby, love u soooo much...u helped me a lot to go trough this...

today, my wound is still not closed and the doctor said it will close by itself..no need for secondary suturing...what a relief..i cant imagine if i had to go for another surgery...but i have to do daily dressing...again, thanks to my hubby who does the dressing....=)

dh hari 16 tp x urut or bengkung lagi...tomoro baru nk urut....saket nye....huhuhuhu....


btw, my little boy's name is mohamad aiman yasser lodz bin mohamad yasin...semoga Aiman jadi anak yg soleh and salu doakan mummy and babah kay....=)

ANC visit....

yesterday (23/1/13) me n hubby went for my ANC visit...my BP is still on borderline high..136/86..and my urine showed albumin 1+..

when da doc scan my lil guy his weight is only 2.5kg...(200g increament from last visit)..poor baby...u r not growing so well inside there...sorry sayang...mummy will do everything to make sure u are healthy ok...im gonna try my best to feed u from out here...

and because of my AFI is reducing, my obs wanna induce me...and guess what...??? he said i'd be admitted on the 4/2/13 and he'll induce me then...huwaaaaa....scary...that is 3 weeks ahead from my EDD...i pray that everything is going to be well for both of us....ya Allah, make me strong and please keep us safe and healthy....


today, im on my way to perlis...to submit my mc and also my HRMIS form to the office...long journey...tiring...T_T
waiting for mr hubby to come tomorrow.....cant wait...(^_^)

MC again ~~

today is 12/1/2013....after 3days of being in KL...huhuhuh....=)

Just to share a bit about my pregnancy...im currently in my 34w++...on last tuesday, i was having dizziness and vomiting...my feet were both swollen...the next day, i went to clinic and found out that my BP was high...150/90...urine were 2+ albumin...i was reaaly shocked and worried...then da doctor gave me mc for 2 days since im coming back to KL for my regular antenatal checkup on friday.... i told my boss in KK Kangar about it and she was worried too..she asked me to come to KK to do daily albumin and BP monitoring...she told me if my BP is not controlled, she wont let me go back home...of course i didnt listen and went straight back to KL the net day...i did my check up yesterday...i gained 3kg in 2 weeks time...my urine albumin came down to traced instead of 2+ and my BP is still in borderline high...140/86... but the doctor told me he wont start any medication...he just asked me to rest and relax since maybe my bp was high due to stress and lots of thinking...( he got it rite..) he gave me 2weeks mc until my next check up....huhuhuh.....


last nite, i had dinner with my good frens from elementary school...ayesha, siti and najwa...ayesha is getting married...siti is going to have a lil gurl soon....and najwa too is getting married..i miss all of them as they were my good frens since i was a little gurl especially ayesha.....no pic from last nite cz we were all too busy updating ourselves with da stories....

today mr hubby and I planned to go shopping for our lil guy...^_^

my new workplace

today is my 3rd day of working..here i am in klinik kesihatan Kangar..

life here is pretty different from kl..no traffic jam, no hectic life, no thousands of patients...and everything is just so calm....unlucky for me, my husband is not here...if he is, i would enjoy this kinda life so much..!!

i have no oncall as i am in kk..but here in kangar, there is schedule for extended hours clinic which will be at 5pm-9.30pm everyday..every doctor will have the rotation for 3-4 times per month..the income is not bad too..we will be paid rm80 per hour...that is sooo much better than doing calls..which is rm150 overnight...

life overall so far is not so bad..just a bit boring since theres not many places that i can go...and again because mr hubby is not around...thx to my parents and siblings ofie and najia yg sudi menemankan kakak mereka....hehehee...;)

as for my pregnancy, i am now entering the 8th month...being in late pregnancy is really tiring and most of the time i will face the swollen foot, severe backache and gerd...no mr hubby to massage me...i really miss him...little guy misses his babah too..:(


all the pics of my workplace and my place will be uploaded later....^_^

After 2 years

After 2 years i didnt write anything in my blog and now im back..!!! (due to forgotten my password..haih...)


there are a lot to update since da past 2 yers...lots of things happened...good and sad things for the past 2 years...how do i want to sum up everything in this one post..huhuh..but i'll try to do it as the best that i can...


da last post was in 2010 where i did my interview with the Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Awam... and subsequently after that i went to induction in King's Hotel, Melaka for one week.. and has been posted to Hospital Kuala Lumpur...


About my Housemanshipp life : there were ups and down and met great companion along the journey...Farina, Zackiah, Tasneem, Zana, Aris to be name a few...
1st dept : paeds (25/10/10 - 24/2/2011)
2nd dept : medical (25/2/11 - 24/6/2011)
3rd dept : ortho (25/6/11 - 24/10/11)
4th dept : o&g (25/10/11- 24/2/12)
5th dept : anest (25/2/2012 - 24/6/12)
6th dept : surgical (25/6/12 - 7/11/12) --> extended 2 weeks due to my mc..huhuhu..


out of all the six departments that ive been, i really enjoyed my anest posting..and i really hate my paeds posting..surgical was the second to hate...other than those, all departments were ok...alhamdulillah, my ho ship went well...i did think that i want to pursue my study in anest...but now, errmmm....back to dunnoe..!!


about my personal life...1001 stories in the past 2 years and they were all so memorable and important to me...
previously, i never mentioned who was my bf then...but currently im married to him..^_^


briefly about the dates and agendas ;

17/10/2010 : went for my induction course in melaka
25/10/2010 : started my life with my ho ship
12/3/2011 : my engagement day
15/7/2011 : the day i got married to my lovely husband ; mohamad yasin bin noordin..^_^
16/7/2011 : reception day ( at my house )
17/7/2011 : reception day ( at his house )
18/7/2011 : we (me n hubby)went for our trip to Krabi with my sister, cuzzie, and aunty...heee~~ nice island..
celebrated raya in both families' houses for the first time...
15/2/2012 : went to aussie (gold cost) wif my hubby...first vacation alone...huhuhuh....stayed there for a week...
24/3/2012 : my best friend's wedding (shara)
21/6/2012 : went for family trip to Medan
24/6/2012 : came back from Medan and had very severe abdominal pain
25/6/2012 : went to Naluri Clinic and found out that i have ovarian cyst..and little creature soon to be called baby growing inside me...the doc told me to do an operation cause the pain is bothering me..i told my hubby he said ok...but when i told my mum, she asked me to get 2nd opinion...so, i went to Dr. Hamid Arsyat and he told me not to worry about the cyst..it will dissappear when the baby getting bigger...so, we made up our mind not to have the operation...huhuhuh...
2/7/2012 : my grndfather was admitted to ward in Al-Islam Hospital due to low Hb (4.7)..no wonder he was having difficulty breathing and sob even for a short distance walk...and later, we found out that he had rectal cancer which already invaded his liver...his age and condition didnt allow him to go for chemo and operation...i was really sad to know his condition....having the knowledge about it made me even more sad....
26/10/2012 : my grandfather passed away...Al-fatihah...( the details of how he passed away will always be on my mind..and will always made me cry everytime i remember it..)
7/11/2012 : finished my housemanship and having my holidayssss..!!!
19/11/2012 : i was informed that i got my mo posting in Perlis...again being dump there...??? really hate our government...
today (30/12/12) : packing my things to go to perlis tomoro...btw, my hubby wont be following me...so, it is back to our long distance relationship again like last time...huhuhu...perlis - kl is not so bad compared to indon - kl anyway aite...??!! wish me luck and pray for me and little guy inside..insyaAllah....


these were some of important things happened in the past two years....
i'll add on some of da pics later since i cant find my pendrive now....huhuhuh...



till then, cia0..^_^

afta a long break...

huhuh...afta a long break from writing in this blog...

ive been home for 2 months...and there are lots of things going on..huhuh...im being a teacher...im having my spa's interview tomorrow..!! n some other things that are better left unsaid...=P

im hepi wif my life now...(NOT as a teacher)..nw i discovered tat i dun like being a teacher...i just dont have da talent and interest...haihh....

other than that, my life is just so wonderful and great..! (even though there are things tat made me sad before but they were over n im trying to overwrite them from my memory box)...

what is going to happen next..? im going for my interview...waiting for da transcript...waiting to register and apply for working places at kkm n mmc...waiting for my convo day...waiting for my induction...and am waiting for my BIG day....huhuhh.....

i guess tats all for now...erm...wish me luck cz i think i really need it...;)