post oncall....

last nite was my second day oncall in this medical dept...i was assigned to be in ward 26 and 29...nk dijadikan cite, smlm ade 2 patients yang gawat kat ward 29 (which is infection nye ward --> patient HIV and active TB )..so, kene la standby kat situ...i was there started at 4pm...one of da patient died at 5.30pm...and another was still in critical condition...disebabkan tuh, i didnt go to another ward which was ward 26 ( acute ward )..and at 6pm, i was called by the nurse there n she told me that another patient in that ward was being in critical condition too..gosh..!! i'got to run there ASAP...as i be there, and being seen, i was scolded and yelled by the nurse.." mbak, kamu itu kemana?! kok ga disini....ini lho ada pasien gawat..!!kamu itu tak lapor ya ke ppds mu...ga jalani tugas...ga observasi...!"  and i did answer to her " mbak, aku itu di ruang 29, ada 2 pasien gawat tadi...satu udah meninggal...satunya masih gawat dan harus observasi ketat.." and that BITCH answered me " kamu itu harus disini...!di sana itu, pasiennya udah jelas akan mati...!ga usah di sana ga papa...kalo di sini, pasiennya mmg harus di selamatkan...!!!" and her answer made me so shocked..! WHAT THE F***??!!!! didnt she know that doctors try to save lives no matter what patient that is... and luckily i'm still in my junior periode...kalo tak, i surely will scold her back...( da reason i didnt say anything back to her and just said sorry was --> in this dept, the nurses have power to determine with whom da co-ass will be examined by in the senior periode...and our attitude is the most important thing...) mengong...mengong....kalo tak, harus aku maki minah tuh..! 

at 11, aku btoi2 nantok and all my patients were stable...aku pn ape lagi....blah  la dari ward and masuk ke bilik koas....i slept from 11-4am....gile tak sedar...nantok and penat sgt....4am tuh aku bgn cz tak solat isya lagi...and tgu subuh at 4.20...afta that, aku tido lagi smpai 5lebih...and baru la aku pi balik kat wards and went to the ppds room to settle our report...i was late to follow up my patients...today ade ward round ngn ppds ruangan...tp takpe la...doktor tuh baek jek...huhuh...i came home at 1.15pm...and slept for about 3 hours...gosh...! very2 tiring la kat department neh....rasa nk nangih tetiap hari..!!!!!!! haih....bile la nk abih 3 bln neh....